Retroactive to summer 1927

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:50:13 GMT

[You can't see this! It's in her private journal, in code, locked up, boobytrapped, etc. I tried to change the year to 1927 but it wouldn't let me! Imagine that!]

I don't know how many times I've used without writing it down since I've been with O because when I'm with him i'm

a) so rarely in my own clothes (or any clothes, for that matter)
b) rarely alone (if that makes any sense)
c) often somewhere entirely different far away from both A and writing materials.

I think I must have used it at the first half of the TAS party because I remember standing around the buffet table for a few minutes and then suddenly woke up in his bed and he was on the floor expecting to be kicked or something. Well, maybe we just drank too much again.

I know I did use some that night we went to the tavern because I have the notes. "Stupid marriage joke fight" is not a lot to go on, but I didn't really get quite enough, i think, because it looks suspicious if i forget the entire evening, and he made enough comments afterwards that i have a pretty good idea of what happened. Ugh. Ugh.

Ugh.

Ok something else or i won't even make any notes. Those are the only two times i can remember since i've met him--i would've in the goddamn tent SO MANY TIMES out of sheer boredom but i was on a mission and you never know what you'll need to remember and anyway that wasn't him. Can be annoying as hell but i like to remember him.

Notes to Self (Top Sekrit!)

Retroactive to summer 1927