urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ivy_pitcherNotes to Self (Top Sekrit!)Notes to Self (Top Sekrit!)Notes to Self (Top Sekrit!)2008-12-03T01:52:15Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ivy_pitcher:577Retroactive to summer 19272008-12-03T01:50:13Z2008-12-03T01:52:15Z<em>[You can't see this! It's in her private journal, in code, locked up, boobytrapped, etc. I tried to change the year to 1927 but it wouldn't let me! Imagine that!]</em><br /><br />I don't know how many times I've used without writing it down since I've been with O because when I'm with him i'm <br /><br />a) so rarely in my own clothes (or any clothes, for that matter) <br />b) rarely alone (if that makes any sense) <br /> c) often somewhere entirely different far away from both A and writing materials.<br /><br />I think I must have used it at the first half of the TAS party because I remember standing around the buffet table for a few minutes and then suddenly woke up in his bed and he was on the floor expecting to be kicked or something. Well, maybe we just drank too much again.<br /><br />I know I did use some that night we went to the tavern because I have the notes. "Stupid marriage joke fight" is not a lot to go on, but I didn't really get quite enough, i think, because it looks suspicious if i forget the entire evening, and he made enough comments afterwards that i have a pretty good idea of what happened. Ugh. Ugh.<br /><br />Ugh.<br /><br />Ok something else or i won't even make any notes. Those are the only two times i can remember since i've met him--i would've in the goddamn tent SO MANY TIMES out of sheer boredom but i was on a mission and you never know what you'll need to remember and anyway that wasn't him. Can be annoying as hell but i like to remember him.